 maybe she laughs and maybe she cries and maybe you would be surprised at everything she keeps inside.  you save you love rain but use an umbrella. you say you love sun but seek shade when it is shining. you say you love wind but when it comes you close your window. so thats why I'm scared when you say you love me.  weed, drugs, clothes and "swag" does not make you a boss. Diplomas, degrees and jobs do.  smart girls are the over-thinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. they know what the real world is like. they analyze every little thing to avoid getting hurt. to find happiness they stay up late at night thinking about every possible situation to get through all the problems. they think too much. they trust less people. their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. of course they try to stay away from a drama-filled life. smart girls know their worth now thats the ones worth keeping by your side.  we all fear the unknown.  "like the pic not the link" sit on a knife not a chair.  everyone says you're just one boy and that I shouldn't care quite so much but I just think you're fantastic. I can imagine your hand on my hips and your voice in my ears and I just get goosebumps. You're the only guy who does that to me and it drives me mad. Why you?  I'm surviving. I thank God that I've never lost my will to go on. Even though sometimes it seemed that everything is against me, I kept pushing forward and for that, I am proud of myself.  I feel like if I wasn't funny, I wouldn't have anything to offer in life.  I can't save you from yourself.  sometimes i get so sad, so sad in fact tht i completely shut down. i stare blankly at the wall and it doesnt matter what you say to me because in that moment i don't exist.  let's just stay friends= never talk again.  three little birds sat on my window and they told me I don't need to worry.  you dont forget the face of the person that was your last hope.  you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect. you aren't either and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and giver her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break- her heart. so dont hurt her. dont changer her. dont analyze and dont expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there.  i wish people looked like their personalities.  she was a girl who know how to be happy even when she was sad. and that's what was important,  yes I'm drunk and you're beautiful. and tomorrow morning Ill be sober but you'll still be beautiful  everything in life is temporary. so if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever and if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.  and I found strength in pain.  I wish I was still the same funny, happy person I used to be. Now I'm just the shell of a body walking this earth with no purpose.  you want society to accept you but you cant even accept yourself.  so what, that just proves my point, he doesn't deserve you in his life. he is an asshole. let him go. let him do whatever the fuck he wants because he's not worth your tears. he's not worth anything. if he tries to talk to you walk away. don't let him get under your skin, the deeper you let him get the more hurt you become.  I don't get how you could pretend like I don't even exist anymore. How could you just magically forget everything we had?  can you just be happy? can't you do that for me? please..  you could so easily have me.  she's not the kind of girl who doesnt like to tell the world about the way she feels about herself.  I am a girl. I don't drink. I don't smoke I don't party every weekend. I dont wear 3 inches of makeup. I dont post picture in my bra and I dont have a new boyfriend every 2 weeks. I am a girl, I am me and I'm not going to change that for anyone.  I’m so sorry that I wasted your time because you really do mean a lot to me and I hope you have a very nice life because I really think you deserve it. I really do. I hope you do, too. Okay, then. Goodbye |